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ORIGINAL: Guylar

Thank you that is very insightful. The difficult times are when he makes snide remarks concerning how I am following what Jesus wants me to do or more often, what not to do. An example is I am trying/needing to find ways to cut some of our bills down and I suggested checking into a cheaper internet company. He is a whiz on computer stuff and knows how to "tap into" neigbors unsecured internet. He doesn't do anything to their system or look into their things but is able to connect through their wireless network. I said it is stealing and we are not going to do that. He said it's free, out in space. I said but the people you are using the wireless network from our paying for it and we would not be. Still stealing. He said I need to "get off of this doing everything the right way". I was told when I was attending the church I was baptized in ( at a women's bible study group) that when God is working in someone (i.e. husband) that it is sometimes worse before it gets better cuz Satan hates it. I really believe this from my personal experience. This time I am not letting him make me do things I feel are wrong or stop doing things I feel are right (attend church, listen to christian music etc.). It's funny he even made the remark one time he liked me better when I was watch my Joyce Meyer and stuff than when I wasn't. He doesn't want me drinking but he doesn't want me boring and he thinks the "Christian Stuff" is boring. I bough a copy of "The power of a praying wife" and read the prayers - at least one - every night. Thanks again and sorry I rambled.