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jcd777 -> Not Sinning (7/18/2008 6:59:53 PM)
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Hello All,
My fiancee' and I have been together for about 2 years now. Unfortunately, she seems to have many problems with her insecurities, and this is something we are still dealing with. She brought me to GOD, and for this I am grateful immensely. I was previously married, and my ex-wife divorced me, because we were young. I didnt think there was anything wrong with sleeping with someone or living together while not being married, if you were in fact in love.
She is the 2nd woman I have ever been with. She comes from a Christian upbringing. We had been living together and sinning for about 2 years. However, recently she asked that we stop sinning. Therefore, I agreed since this is what she wanted, and its what the bible states. This has actually caused us more problems, due to her insecurities. As I get closer to GOD, I feel her going the opposite direction. Remember, we live together. Now she thinks I'm with other women even more, because we're not sinning. I dont get, its like I can't win. In the last 3-4 months, she has tempted me 3 times, and several other times I have stopped it. Other times, I only stop the intercourse part, but not fooling around, not sure how deep does this actually goes.
We almost separated the other night, because she continues to cause fights due to her insecurities, and then she wonders why Im upset, sad, etc... We almost broke it off the other night, but then decided to give it another chance, as long as she gets help. Still praying, fasting, and hoping that things will turn around. I'm very scared, I dont know when is it time to give it up.
Need answers, advice, etc...
Thanks,
jcd
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