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dawnofthemorning -> RE: THIS IS HOW I FEEL-LIFE SLIPPING BY (5/29/2008 11:09:04 AM)
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i get up in the morning, the trouble starts, cannot get my thinking straight right from the start, .......i feel so empty inside, like a peice of my heart does not reside, the thoughts that go through my mind is so hard to define, i wonder why i live a blatant life and blind.... i thought i knew him, i guess not, im still stuck on the same block, when i get to work, all i want to do is play, cannot get it straight that im not here to stay, the forces around me are so strong, who will lend me an arm, .........i lived my life in such suspicion, not trusting anyone who did not listen, i searched for answers that i never should have known, all i did was pick up the phone and talk to people i should never have known, i left myself in silence, seeking no one to confide in, all i did was hide, why oh why oh why, now i have no one, and this is not fun, i am sad and lonely, and in despair, so wrapped up in guilt and shame my life cannot bear, for i have gone too long and did not see the light. I have walked around in ignorance like it was still night, one of these days someone will sound the alarm and i wont have any stories to tell because i did not live a life of charm. I NEED TO GET OUT OF THE BOX AND START LIVING MY LIFE WHILE I STILL CAN, ONLY IF SOMEONE WILL LEND ME A HAND AND BE MY FRIEND
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