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A Modern Day Cinderella... - 9/11/2008 4:15:03 PM  1 votes
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Hey, everyone! You can all call me chick and this is my blog! Okay, so my life may not be the most interesting of all, but it certainly is entertaining!! This is the blog of a College freshman who is trying hard to figure out God's will for her life as she goes through this world waiting for Prince Charming and only finding Princes that are alarming!!(Not the same thing?!?) You all will get to share the tears, the laughs, the hard times, and the triumps with me as I learn to navigate this thing called the "Real World"! Hopefully we will all have fun as I learn things and gain experience! May God bless you all today and I look forward to sharing this adventure with you guys! Oh, and fair warning, I am really busy on the weekends, so the blog will only be updated on Monday through Thursday! Rock 4 Jesus 4-EVER!! ~~Chick~~

Have you ever thought...everything about you is beautiful to God because He made you just the way you are? In Psalm 139:14 it says~"I praise you because you made me in an amazing and wonderful way..." What a awesome thing, the God of the Universe took time to make each and every one of us in his image! If that's not true love, then I don't know what is?!

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My life...sometimes not what's expected, but always great! - 9/15/2008 9:49:03 AM   
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Hey,everybody! Wow, this weekend was so busy, I went to my help my friend,(she also happens to be my youth pastors wife) throw a party for the 6th to 10th grade girls at her house Saturday, we all had a lot of fun and laughed a lot! Later that night, I went to my best friend's sweet sixteen birthday/slumber party, it was so much fun!! I may be nineteen, but I am afraid I may never fully grow-up?!?! Then we got up and went to church on Sunday, it was really fun, but it also was kind of hard. I have promised not to just "date to date" and I was trying to just keep busy with college and not think about liking a guy, but there is this guy at our church that has really caught my attention. He is so sweet, nice, acts like a gentleman, and can sing like an angel. I think I really like him, but I worry, am I letting my heart's feelings get before my common sense? I don't want to fall head over heels for him and then have him turn out to be the wrong one and break my heart. I'm letting God be in control though, and besides, there is more important things going on that I need to be worrying about, like witnessing to people and trying to do God's will for my life, just keeping focused is hard for me sometimes, but I pray with God's help I'm going to get better! I guess I need to remember that as long as I put God first, He will give my what my heart desires. Last night at church we had fellowship night and I got reminded that sometimes, putting others before myself really makes me happy. I took time to go and play volleyball with some of the younger teen/tweens and we had so much fun, I took time to laugh and just not worry about anything, I guess I need to do that more often! The little(3-8 year olds) then came over and begged me to play football with them, and I ended up in a dogpile of little arms and legs, but I remembered why I love this so much, why I love to be with kids of any age, they really make my day better! Anyway, I guess I better end this blog, I have to skip off to college now!! I will write again later! Before I go though, I want to leave you all with an ending thought and verse-

"So let's not get tired of doing what is good. At just the right time we will reap a harvest of blessing if we don't give up." Galatians 6:9

If we keep God in 1st place, everything else will fall into place! I guess the key is to put Him ahead of everything else and trust He knows best for our lives!

"...whatever You're doing inside of me, it feels like chaos, but I believe...You're up to something bigger than me. Larger than life, something Heavenly!" ~ Sanctus Real

My God bless you all and have an Awesome day!
Chick~~ ~~

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It was one of those days...but God was in control! - 9/16/2008 10:34:19 AM   
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"...I tried to be the one to make it on my own and does it show I'm helpless with anything but You? I'm learning what it's like to never be alone, every moment, yeah, every moment shows... if I lose everything You ever gave to me and if nothing turns out right. If this whole world caves in all that matters is...You make me feel alive! And when there's nothing left to lose and there's no one else but You, I find I have never needed more, all I never asked You for is mine! So, if I lose everything you ever gave to me and if nothing turns out right, if this whole world caves in all that matters is...Jesus, You make me feel alive!" ~Our Heart's Hero~

"My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever." Psalm 73:26

I sometimes get down and out about stuff and yesterday was just one of those days. I didn't want to get out of bed and I really didn't want to face the world...all by myself...again. I made myself get up though and even forced a smile as I chatted with my mom over the breakfast table, but you know moms, they can always tell when something is wrong, so she asked me what was up. I told her and tried not to cry, I explained to her that ever since I held my 1st baby cousin when I was 4 I knew in my heart my greatest desire was to be a wife and mom, it's been my dream for the 15 years that followed that. And I expressed my not understanding why God still hadn't sent me the right guy yet, and she said something that really made me think, she told me that maybe I'm still not the right girl for him yet. I hadn't ever really thought of it like that before! So, my goal for this week is to do well at college, spend time with God reading my Bible and praying and take another cell phone fast.(Those always seem to clear my head!)

As far as how the rest of yesterday went, it was a wonderful day! I got an A on my Physical Science paper and an A+ on my Math quiz! Which considering it's college work, I was pleasantly surprised!!

I get to go to the Rush Of Fools concert tonight, I cannot wait! I love those guys, especially Jamie, he is so funny!! To get to see them again this quick is so AWESOME!
If you haven't ever heard them before, check them out @ http://rushoffools.com

I am slowly learning that I need to worry less about everything and let God be in control, He knows the end to my story anyway, so why not let Him lead, and I will follow!

I have to go now, but I want to leave you with this thought, if God made us able to desire to be with the one He has made especially for us, won't He make a way for that person to come into our life at the perfect moment in time? I believe He will!

Have a wonderful day everyone and I will chat with you tomorrow!
~~Chick~~

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RUSH OF FOOLS ROCKED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - 9/17/2008 10:10:16 AM   
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The concert last night was SO AWESOME!!!! The new CD by Rush Of Fools has so many songs on it that I really like, I like it as well as their first CD! It was really cool last night though, we got to talk to the guys and get autographs after the concert, I had just seen them in March, but I was glad to see them again! It's hard to believe, but they just keep getting better and better! God really is being able to use them for His glory, which is totally stellar and cool! Anyway, here's my favorite pic from last night, it's of Wes(the lead singer) and Jamie(the drummer)-

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It was so wonderful to get to go with my best friend to this, it was the first time we had gotten together since our big fight that caused us to not talk to each other for about three months, but thankfully, God has really begun to restore our friendship not back to what it was but even better than it was before! My Dad, Mom, little sis, and little bro got to go too, my little bro may just be seven, but Rush Of Fools is one of his favorite bands!! (And Hawk Nelson! Guess he may have picked up his big sister's taste in music just a little bit!LOL!!!! )

I had a pretty good day at college yesterday, nothing to wonderful happened, but I survived it anyway! I'm getting ready to go to College 101 class here in a little bit, I like that class because it's pretty easy!

Then, tonight is the night I wait all week for...Wednesday!!! God has really been working in the teens lives here lately and praise and worship has really been drawing them in closer to the heart of God! I can feel Jesus Christ's presence in the room there with us, especially when we sing "Mighty To Save", that song always gets me, no matter how many times I sing it, I ALWAYS cry every single time because God always touches my heart! Just to know that God has allowed me to be in a position where I get to help and be one of the people who gets to pour into these teens lives is just so humbling, to think that God can use me! Because, if God can use me, then I am pretty sure He can use ANYONE who is willing to do His will for their life!

I have come to realize that maybe God was wanting me to get to the point of knowing He is all I will really ever need before He could bring me the right guy. I had to learn how to be Jesus Christ's Princess before He could ever bring me Prince Charming! I needed to get to the point where He is all that is precious to me and that I would give up anything He asks just to follow Him to the best of my ability. Have I perfected that goal and acheived it yet? No?! But, I am trying my best each and every single day and I know God sees the true desire of my heart and that is to serve Him and to make a difference in my world! I don't just want to pass through, I want to touch people's lives while I am here on earth, I don't want to waste the time I'm given!
And I believe with every fiber in my being that God has made the perfect guy for me to spend forever with, I just have to wait on His perfect timing to know who he is!!

Well, I have to go now, but as always, going to leave you with an ending thought!
If Jesus was willing to leave the comfort of Heaven and His throne to come to earth to die on a cross for our sins, do you not think it is only a fair trade if we are willing to give our all to Him and let Him have every single part of our heart, not just the pieces we WANT to give Him? If He could give His life for us, I think it only fair that we give all of our heart to Him! Even if that means giving up something or someone that we love very dearly. Jesus Christ is worth it all, no matter what the cost may be!!

"But whatever former things I had that might have been gains to me, I have come to consider as one combined loss for Christ's sake. Yes, furthermore, I count everything as loss compared to the possession of the priceless privilege of knowing Jesus Christ my Lord and of progessively becoming more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him. For His sake I have lost everything and consider it all to be mere rubbish in order that I may win Christ." Philippians 3:7-8

"...Oh, Oh, Oh, Oh, I wanna lose it all for You! Oh, Oh, Oh, If it's the last thing that I do! Oh, Oh, Oh, The only thing that really matters now, I wanna lose it all for You! The smartest thing is to give up everything, only the foolish ones will hold on, hold on. But the fight in me wants to cling to everything, save the foolish one, hold on, hold on. I wanna lose it all for You, I wanna lose it all for You, I wanna lose it all for You!" - Lose It All - Rush Of Fools

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Are you choosing to be blessed? - 9/18/2008 10:28:31 AM   
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Good morning all! I am having an absolutely wonderful morning and I pray you are too!! To think that God has allowed us to get and be still alive and breathing should bring a smile to each and every one of our faces!

We had an amazing service at church last night, God really moved! I love being in the position now to where I can give back to the younger teens what has been given to me through the years. Some of the heartache they go through rips my heart out of my chest, I sometimes wish I had a way to take all the pain and hurt they are feeling away. But, all I can really do is pray and tell them to hold on to Jesus with everything that is within them, He is the only one who can take away the pain and hurt from their lives and hearts. He is our healer, not only physically, but spiritually and mentally too!!

What our youth pastor preached on last night was very real and hit the nail on the head of why our society is in so much turmoil and decay. God gave us a free will, we can choose to do anything we want, but those choices will affect not only us, but also those around us! We can choose to be a blessing to others and be blessed, or we can choose to be a curse to others and be cursed! The main scripture for the message was found in Deuteronomy 11:26-28a " Behold, I have set before you this day a blessing and a curse- The blessing if you obey the commandments of the Lord your God which I command you this day; and the curse if you will not obey the commandments of the Lord your God..." God showed us the right way to live, and then gave us the choice of whether we would follow it or not!

Our youth pastor also talked about how when we bless others, God will bless us back! The old saying- What goes around comes around -is one that holds true in the kingdom of God. God never promised that when we choose to do the right thing it would be easy, just that He would be with us and He would bless our lives!

Well, I have to wrap this thing up, college homework is calling my name!
As I go I want to leave you with an ending thought...

If we took the time to be a blessing to others rather than always worrying about me, myself, and I, don't you think we would be happier people? If we could get our eyes off of ourselves, even for a moment and look to help someone else, don't you think God would bless us and work on our behalf to help us through whatever it is we are facing? I believe that if we take time to help others, in the end we will end up feeling better and happier, even if our problems are still there, because we know God is going to bless us back for blessing His children!

I love the Jeremy Camp song- "Take A Little Time", it reminds me that it's not all about me...

"I picture all the things that I have seen, all the broken hearts and tainted memories. All I see are all these needs, I'm tired of my selfish tragedies. It's time that we show, the hope that we all know...

Take just a little time, to give your hand, see the world and take just a little time and try to understand, that there's more going on, than what these eyes can see.

I came across this torn down empty street, how helpless that I felt a burning urgency. And all I see in front of me are all the faces fading from this vacant scene. I know it all seems complicated, there's nothing more that could be stated. Now is the time to kneel, reaching for what is real, so many times I've hesitated, how much I feel my heart is aching now...

Take just a little time, to give your hand, see the world and take just a little time and try to understand, that there's more going on, than what these eyes can see."

May God bless you today as you try to take time and be His hands to someone else!
~~Chick~~

If any of you ever have a question or comment on my blog, feel free to PM me and I will try to get back to you as soon as I can!

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I want to become this type of girl to someone, someday! - 9/18/2008 2:11:57 PM   
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Okay, so I know I already posted today, but I found this in the book I am reading and I wanted to share it with you all! It totally describes the kind of love I want to find one day, in God's perfect timing for my life! I would love if this is how someone described me and the way they loved me, it is so sweet and sincere! Well here it is-

Pg.225-226 "Undressed" by- Jason Illian

"How will I know when it is love?" you ask.

You'll know it's love when she doesn't think she's cute wearing a ragged old pair of K-mart sweat
pants and a Hollister T-shirt- and you can't take your eyes off her.

It's love when she calls you "googily-bear", "shuga", or "Pooh".

It's love when she turns into a jungle gym around all the kindergartners at church.

It's love when she shouts in a library and whispers in a concert and turns right from the left-hand lane and turns leftovers into an all-right meal and runs when the floor is wet and walks in the hundred-meter dash for success and smiles and laughs and reminds everyone we are all going to be okay.

You'll know it's love when she rolls up her Cache pants, kicks off her stilettos, and dives headlong across a water soaked tarp while the neighborhood kids chant medieval water war cries.

It's love when she devours two Jimmy Dean chili dogs at the ballpark while "quietly" telling the pitcher that his mother is a man.

It's love when she nearly starts a forest fire trying to microwave a Tombstone pizza.

It's love when you gaze at her, step back, and take a deep breath- in awe that such a wonder should even exist.

You'll know it's love when you feel her twitch right before she falls asleep and when she never remembers drooling on your chest.

It's love when she can miss Michael Jordan walking right next to her but spot a three-by-five-inch shoe-sale sign a hundred yards away.

It's love when you hear her pray for those who have done nothing but cause her heartache.

It's love when she reminds you that our world isn't too big, our dreams are far too small, and our differences pale in comparison to our similarities.

You'll know it's love when she can tell what colors match indigo and plum.

It's love when she would rather dive on the concrete and catch the football than let "those overpaid desk jockeys win the game."

It's love when she cares for gay people, straight people, tall people, short people, skinny people, fat people, black people, white people, people without homes, people without families, and people with out hope.

It's love when you know that if you blink, you may miss her doing something you'll never see again.

You'll know it's love when it is not a pink elephant, we-are-the-world, kumbaya feeling, but rather a calloused-hand, damaged heart, dreams-meet-reality passion. Real love will help untie things that are knotted up inside and tie things that are dangling lose.

Most important, you'll know it's love when you see God in her eyes.

When you fell completely undressed and completely covered at the same time...then it is love.

May we all be so blessed as to find it."



I hope this touched you heart even half as much as it did mine!
~~Chick~~

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The Only Thing That's Beautiful In Me... - 9/22/2008 10:05:22 AM   
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Hey, everybody! Hope you had an amazing weekend, mine was pretty awesome, aside from all the college homework I had to do, YUCK!!! We had an awesome Christmas musical practice yesterday and I got to see my BFF for the first time in almost two months!(She lives two hours away and doesn't get to come down very often!) Anyway, I have really been diving into my word a lot harder lately and I found this verse and wanted to share it with all of you.

It's found in Psalm 5:3 and it says, "Listen to my voice in the morning, Lord. Each morning I bring my requests to you and wait expectantly." As I read this verse, it got me to thinking, do we really always bring our requests and then wait expectantly? Or do we ask and still there is a doubt lurking in the back of our minds that God is really going to answer our prayers for whatever it is we need Him to do for us? I got to thinking how I have been praying for God to show me who the right guy for me is, but then I got to thinking, am I really trusting His will for my life, or have I just be giving him lip service? How can we really know God's will for us if we pray, wait 3 minutes and then just rush about our day once again? God has really been showing me that if I want Him to work on my behalf, if I want to be right smack in the center of His will for me, I have to let Him speak to my heart and follow where He is leading me.
And yeah, sometimes it's going to be hard, and it will feel like He is breaking my heart and my very soul when He is molding my into the young woman He wants me to become, but that's okay!
Just knowing He will hold my hand through it all and be there no matter what happens gives me strength to make it through the day, even if I have to walk through the fire, if that's where God wants me to be, I am willing to go, because He has promised He will hold my hand and never leave me there alone!! So, I have decided to follow wherever He leads me and I know I will find my heart's true desire, (the right guy) when my heart's only desire has become to know Jesus Christ better and to love Him with every fiber that is in my being and every ounce of my heart and soul!! His way is best and I want to follow Him where He leads me. I pray that for each and everyone of you that this becomes your desire too, to be in the will of God and to run as hard and as fast after Him as you can, He will never disappoint you and He will always do what is best for you, even if you can't see the wisdom in His plans for your life at the time! He really is the only thing that is beautiful in me, without Him in my life, I would be so empty, torn, and broken down!

I love the way that Rush Of Fools puts it so beautifully in their song-

"The Only Thing That's Beautiful In Me" -- "Just like the ocean waves, you crash on me. Just
like a tidal wave, you ruin me. Just like a hurricane, You devastate everything that needs to
change... You are the only thing that's beautiful in me, beautiful in me. You are the only thing
that's beautiful in me, beautiful in me. Just like a mountain peak, You lift me up. Just like a
desert stream, You fill my cup. And like a heart that beats, You are the blood that covers me,
You cover me... You are the only thing that's beautiful in me, beautiful in me. You are the only
thing that's beautiful in me, beautiful in me. And all I can say is thank You, thank You. And all I
can say is thank You, Lord, thank You. And all I can say is thank You, thank You... You are the
only thing that's beautiful in me, beautiful in me. You are the only thing that's beautiful in me..."

May we all come to realize that with out Jesus Christ, we are nothing on our own and He truly is the only thing that is beautiful in us, the only One that we could ever live our lives for! I pray that you all have a blessed day and that God will show you the many ways that He makes your life BEAUTIFUL!!

Have an AWESOME day and don't forget to share your beautiful smile with the world!
~~Chick~~

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You Never, Ever Leave My Mind... - 9/23/2008 10:21:43 AM   
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Okay, so I know normally I am kind of upbeat and happy, well today, I am in one of those more serious and thinking moods. There is a song that has been stuck in my head the past few days and I want to share it with you guys, then I'll explain why I'm in this mood...

I'm Not Alright--By:Sanctus Real

"If weakness is a wound that no one wants to speak of, then "cool" is just how far we have to fall.
I am not immune, I only want to be loved, but I feel safe behind the firewall. Can I lose my need to impress? If you want the truth, I need to confess... I'm not alright, I'm broken inside, and all I go through, it leads me to you. Burn away the pride, bring me to my weakness, until everything I hide behind is gone. And when I'm open wide with nothing left to cling to, only you are there to lead me on. Honestly, I'm not that strong... I'm not alright, I'm broken inside, and all I go through, it leads me to you...and I move closer to you. I'm not alright...that's why I need you..."


If you haven't seen the music video for this one you should watch it-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C0IHDe1O74c

This song and just a lot of other things have got me to thinking and I'm not alright sometimes, I sometimes wish for someone to be there to share my joy and pain with, to love me unconditionally. Yes, I know Jesus is the only one who can complete me, but I long for that guy who will be there not to complete me, but to be by my side when I need someone to laugh with, someone to cry with, someone to just share my life with! Here lately, the desire has gotten stronger and I try to suffocate it by getting on my knees and searching for God's face instead of His hand, by bearing others burdens, by trying to keep my mind off of it, but it won't die, no matter what I do. I feel this restlessness deep down in my soul, the kind that comes right before the storm, right before God does something MAJOR! It's the holding on and waiting to see what God is going to do that threatens to kill me sometimes!!

Another thing that weighs on my mind a lot here lately is, there is this really nice and cute guy that I sing in choir with, he's a christian and everything I want in a guy and I think I'm starting to like him. But, I worry, what if this is just me and not God, what if I am jumping to conclusions? I think that is one of the main reasons I have been thinking about this subject so much! I just keep it all in prayer before God though, and I know He will lead my feet to the path that He has marked for them to follow!

The verses that I found that gives me hope and the strength to keep on praying and waiting one more day is Psalm 37:4-5 which read- "Enjoy serving the Lord, and He will give you what you want. Depend on the Lord; trust Him and He will take care of you." If I serve God and stay in the center of His will for my life, He will do what's best for me, even if I can't see His wisdom at the time!

Well, I have to head on over to class now! May God bless you all and give you a totally stellar day and make you shine bright for His glory all day long!

Rock 4 Jesus 4-EVER!
~~Chick~~

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I want to just laugh until I cry... - 9/24/2008 11:02:44 AM   
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I was thinking a lot yesterday about how I can get so stressed out and worked up over the
smallest things and I realized I just need to give my cares, my worries, my all to God and He
will work it all out! I just need to learn to be content with where I am, proud of where I've been
and excited to see where He's gonna take me in the future! Not worrying about how I will get
there or what will happen when I get there, learning to just trust God whole-heartedly! I want to
throw my head back and laugh until I cry, dance in the rain until I'm soaking wet, learn to
appreciate my little siblings and the way they make me so happy. I want to thank God every
single day that He gave me the best parents in the world, friends who love me, and the ability to
share His love with others! I really just want to love every single moment of my life, even when
it's not going as planned, I want to learn to really live life to the fullest!

All these happy thoughts got me thinking of a music video that makes me smile and I want to
share it with you guys! http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=3e7b175275c5e5ac997b I love that music video and Hawk Nelson, they both
make me really happy! I want to become that kind of girl, that the reason that I attract people
is because of my deep and unconditional love for Jesus Christ! I want to shine so bright for Him
that I just have to smile and people can see my love for Him and know He is the only one who
completes me, the only one who makes me happy! Sure, one day I will find the guy God wants
me to spend forever with, but for today and even when I do find him, Jesus Christ will still be my
all in all! He will always be my first true love, the one who showed us what true love even is!

I found something really good on page 327 in the book "Lady In Waiting" by: Jackie Kendall and
Debby Jones. It reads-


Lady In Waiting



is not about finding the right man,

but becoming the right woman.

The Lady In Waiting

recklessly abandons herself

to the Lordship of Christ,

diligently uses her single days,

trusts God in unwavering faith,

demonstrates virtue in daily life,

loves God with undistracted devotion,

stands for physical and emotional purity,

lives in security,

responds to life in contentment,

makes choices based on her convictions,

and waits patiently for God to meet her needs.



Wow, that is so powerful and exactly explains the type of woman I desire to become! I want to
be a lady that is waiting on God's perfect timing for my life and not worried that I may not get
what I think I need or even just want! I want to be in the center of God's perfect will for me!

I also found some scriptures that really touched my heart, they're found in Matthew 6:32-34--

"...your Heavenly Father knows well that you need them all. But seek, aim at and strive after
first of all His kingdom and His righteousness, His way of doing right, and then all these things
taken together will be given to you besides. So do not worry or be anxious about tomorrow, for
tomorrow will have worries and anxieties of it's own. Sufficient for each day is it's own trouble."

Let us all learn to seek God's face and not His hands, and know that He will give us exactly what we need, when we need it! Well, I have to wrap this up now, may God bless each and everyone of you as you strive to live for Him! Because, Jesus Christ is the only thing in this world worth living for anyway!

Living to live for Jesus Christ,
~~Chick~~


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So, I will dance with Cinderella... - 9/29/2008 11:05:52 AM   
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I have been thinking a lot here lately and really searching for the heart of God and what He

wants for my life, which caused me to take time and write my thoughts on this whole subject of

waiting on His perfect timing to send me the right man, and I just wanted to share them with you

guys. I may just be posting this to make me feel better, but I hope it touches someone else's

heart to, so here it goes, from my heart to yours.

DANCING WITH GOD
By: Chick

Someone once said, "When you dance with God, He will let the perfect man cut in." but, I

sometimes wonder when I am on this dance with God, do I really let Him lead, or am I simply

holding onto His hand and attempting to drag Him where I want to go? Because, for Him to let

the perfect man cut in, He has to be leading the dance in the first place and sometimes I cringe

to think that in all truthfulness, I try to lead! I don't know why though, because I am horrible at

leading, I step on people's feet and make a mess of things as I try to prove I have it all under

control and that everything is just fine. I need to learn to let God play His rightful role as King of

my world and life, and I need to learn to be content to just be Cinderella, trusting that one day,

in God's perfect timing, He will allow my Prince Charming to cut in and take my hand. Knowing

deep down in my heart that He will only let me have his absolute best for my life, and that the

man He lets cut in will be my perfect prince! For today though, I will learn to be content to just

be Cinderella, dancing with the King of Kings!


All this talk of dancing with God made me think of the song "Cinderella" by: Steven Curtis

Chapman, (which by the way, was the inspiration behind my blog's name!) and I know that the

song is from an earthly father to his daughter, but I began to think about how that could be from

our Heavenly Father to us also! The song is just so beautiful, and the music video is even more

of a masterpiece, if you haven't gotten a chance to see it yet, you need to check it out:

http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=34ca44c1ad452e4bd42e

God has really been laying Matthew 6:21 on my heart here lately- "Where your treasure is,

there your heart will be also." It has become my prayer that my heart, my treasure will be

where God is, that I will desire the things He desires for my life and that He will make my heart

to break for the things that break His heart. I want to rejoice in the things that make Him

rejoice and cry for the things that rip His heart in two. I want to become God's hands and feet to

this world, to offer my life and what I may do for Jesus Christ, even if at times it seems like I

can't do very much, I still want to give everything that I have, all that I am to my Lord!

Today, I pray that something God has shown me will touch your heart, and bless you. If any of

you ever have a question, comment or thought about something I have said, please PM me!

May God give you all a blessed day, and teach each and every one of us how to dance with Him!

Continue to grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ,
~Chick~


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Tonight, I will take my cross... - 9/30/2008 1:03:51 PM   
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I was talking on the phone last night to one of my friends and we got to talking about what

following Jesus really means to us, is it enough to just say we love Him, or should we show it

too? I believe that we should give Him our all, even when giving Him our all is hard! We got to

talking about the Jeremy Camp song-"Tonight" and I looked it up and found the music video for

it, it's pretty amazing! If you have time, give it a watch-

http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=cdb7caac8f7e64385674

The chorus of his song really sums up the point we were talking about- "Tonight, I will take my

cross. Tonight, I will count the cost. Tonight, I will realize to take hold of this very moment..."

Sometimes, we have to be willing to lay what's the closest to our heart, what we value the most

on God's altar, we have to get to that point where He is all that really matters in our life. I had

been struggling with this a lot here lately, I had two dreams that God had asked me to give up

about three years ago, one was the dream of starting a drama team in the area that I live in, I

want to start a drama team that travels around to different churches and ministers in that way.

The other dream was to find a good, Godly christian young man to date and one day marry, it is

something my heart has desired for a very long time. God had asked me to lay them both on

the altar, but I had fought with Him, it seemed like laying down my dreams would ultimately kill

them and they would never become a reality. But, about two weeks ago, I laid them down

completely, no more partial laying them down and then picking them up when I got up from my

knees. It hurt so bad, it felt like someone stuck a knife through my chest and then ripped it out

taking a chunk of my heart and very soul with it. I have really had a tough time with leaving

them there, but on Saturday afternoon at our Ladies Conference, God gave my dreams back!

We were praying at the altar and the speaker came over to me and told me that God wanted to

give my dreams back, that now was the time to start chasing after them! I immediately started

crying, it felt like God had not given them back to me, but He had also renewed the passion to

serve Him in my spirit, I felt so alive! And, it's stayed that way, I have had this peace in my

heart, no, I don't know what the future holds, but I do know who holds the future! My youth

pastor and I talked, we going to start the drama team the first of next year, seeing one of my

dreams so close to my reach is so exciting and just awe-inspiring to me! I also know that very

soon the right guy is going to ask me out, because God made a promise to me and I am

claiming that promise with all of my heart and soul, God only gives us what He knows is best for

us! There are NO mistakes in His plan for each of our lives, He is our loving Heavenly Father!

I realized that the scripture found in Matthew 6:33 is true-"Seek first the kingdom of God and His

righteousness, and ALL these things will be given to you as well." God didn't promise that

some of these things, or even most of these things, but ALL of these things will be given

to us if what we desire is in the will of God! We just have to be willing to lay down our all, take

up our cross and follow Jesus Christ no matter where the road may lead or where He takes us!

May we always remember that Jesus Christ is the only thing that is truly worth living for, not

money, not people, not anything this world has to offer, just JESUS CHRIST!!! May we all

learn to keep our eyes focused on Him and to let the world just fade away from our view, may

He become the only thing we could live and die for, may we live to live for Him!

Everyone have a blessed day and a wonderful week as we all grow in the grace and knowledge

of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ!

Living to make every single moment count for His glory and honor,
~Chick~


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Post #: 11
I just want to be with you... - 10/1/2008 10:40:46 AM   
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No God, No peace. Know God, Know peace.

I love that saying, God is the only one that can give us true peace in our heart and soul, so why

do I run, why do I ignore Him when He knocks on the door of my heart, begging me to slow

down and take time for Him? Why do I let the cares of this life, the things that continually drag

me down run my life? Why do I run from Him? This are questions I ask myself and I think the

Music Video for the song "Run" by Kutless makes a great statement of what God is saying to us-

http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=57bbf7a5244815a90892

"Why do you run, why do hide? Oh, don't you know, I just want to be with you, to be with you!"

God desires to spend time with us, to be our closest companion, how can we run from that?

How can we flee from the only one that knows us completely and yet, still loves us? Sometimes,

I don't think we mean to run, we just let ourselves get too busy with life and the cares that it

brings our way, we need to learn to just slow down and listen to what God is saying to us.

When we pray, we can't always be the one doing the talking, sometimes, we need to listen!

In my devotion this morning I came across this beautiful description of how Jesus waits on us to

love Him by Basilea Schlick. It is found on page 210 of the book "Lady In Waiting" and it reads-

Waiting For Our Love

Jesus is yearning to have fellowship with us and to hear words of love drop from our lips.

He is waiting for us.

He wants us to be close to Him.

He wants to speak to us in our hearts, to cultivate love's intimate relationship with us.

Only in times of quiet when no one else distracts us, and nothing else draws us away, can Jesus visit us with His love.

Let him who wishes to know the presence of Jesus and who desires to enter into the bridal love

for Jesus keep his times of quiet holy and faithfully for Him.

Jesus is waiting for our love.

As important as our sacrifices and our obedience to the commandments are for God(the rich

young ruler sacrificed, and kept the commandments), they are not enough.

Sacrifices and obedience do not necessarily yield the "eternal, divine life".

Love does not necessarily pulsate through them.

Jesus is pulsating life and love and He wants to impart His nature to us.

Therefore, only our love, which stems from the divine, eternal life which He has granted us, is

the proper response to His love for us.

This love leads us to keep His commandments, which are His wishes for us.

It leads us to bring Him many gifts, and to offer Him sacrifices-but in a different spirit.

...Bridal love for Jesus is filled with delight.

There is no greater, happier, higher, richer love.



To know that kind of love, to feel Jesus close to me, that is what my heart truly desires and

burns for, I want to know my Lord in a way that takes my breath away from me! Sometimes, I

think I hold back because I am scared that God will require me to give Him something or

someone I hold dear to me, but He tells me in Romans 8:28 that-"We know that in everything

God works for the good of those who love Him." He didn't say some thing or even most things,

no, EVERYTHING works our for the good of those who love Him! You know what this tells me?

I can give Jesus my whole heart and all of my love, making Him the center of my devotion, all

the while knowing He will bring my heart it's true desires in return. Jesus yearns for all of my

love not just a part of it! And it is my deepest desire to give Him all of it, to know that I am

fulfilled in Him, that I don't need anyone or anything else to complete me! Jesus is my all and

He is everything I could ever need, I want to live every day under that conviction!

My God bless us all as we learn to seek to love Him with our entire being, with the very core and

soul of our existence. May He become EVERYTHING to us, and we will learn to love Him more

than life itself, because, what is life without Him in it...NOTHING!

Have a blessed day as you continue to seek God's face and not just His hands.

Living to live for Jesus Christ,

~Chick~


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I will walk by faith... - 10/2/2008 11:28:59 AM   
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When it's dark and we can't see the path in front of us, do we choose to hold God's hand and

keep walking on the road He has made for us, or do we freeze in fear? Do we sometimes

wonder if where we are going is really where we should be, do we ever get scared that God

doesn't know what He is doing? If you don't ever, I know I sure do, I worry that this broken

road I am walking isn't going to lead me to where I should be going. Something that has

brought me a lot of comfort though is the song "Walk By Faith" by Jeremy Camp. It is a truly

beautiful and amazing song, if you haven't heard it or would like to watch the music video, skip

on over to
http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=74c0d74c4466b3c9b441

and give it a listen, even if you aren't a Camp fan, you can't help but love this certain song!

My favorite part of the song is the first verse- "Will I believe you when you say, Your hands will

guide my every way? Will I receive the words You say, every moment of every day? Well, I

will walk by faith, even when I cannot see, because, this broken road prepares Your will for

me..." I believe that sometimes, God has to break us, to make us realize how small and weak

we are without Him before we can become all He wants us to become, we have to learn He is the

only reason that we can make it through the tough times, He has to become our life line! Any

time I am tempted to think that God isn't listening to my prayers or that maybe He has forgotten

about me or doesn't care about what happens to me, I am always reminded of Psalm 103:13-14

which says- "As a father loves and pities his children, so the Lord loves and pities those who fear

Him with reverence, worship, and awe. For He knows our frame, He earnestly remembers and

imprints us on His heart..." We are imprinted on the heart of the King of the Universe, if that

doesn't show me how much he cares for me, then I don't know what will! He loves me so much

that He took the time to create me in His image and to plan out every detail of my life, just

because He loves me and had a plan for my life that only I can fulfill! To have a Heavenly

Father that loves me so much just fills me with wonder and awe! May we all always remember

that God will never give us more than we can bear and will never take us to a place that He is

not right there beside us. No matter what we are going through, He is big enough to carry us

out of it and make us stronger through the fires that we must face in this life! May we all learn

to walk by faith, even when we cannot see, because God can see everything and He knows the

final outcome anyway, let us learn to fully trust Him with everything that we are, He won't let us

down! Have a blessed day everyone as we all learn that God is the only one who always gets it

right, He never, ever makes a mistakes, He does everything with a purpose in mind!

Living to Live for Jesus Christ,
~Chick~


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Who Am I? - 10/6/2008 10:24:14 AM   
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"Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth would care to know my name, would care to feel my

hurt? Who am I, that the bright and morning Star would choose to light the way for my ever

wandering heart? Not because of who I am, but because of what You've done. Not because of

what I've done, but because of who You are...I am a flower quickly fading, here today and gone

tomorrow. A wave tossed in the ocean, a vapor in the wind. Still, You hear me when I'm

calling, Lord you catch me when I'm falling and You've told me who I am...I am Yours, I am

Yours. Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin could look on me with love and watch me rise

again? Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea would call out to the rain and calm the

storm in me? Not because of who I am, but because of what You've done. Not because of what

I've done, but because of who You are...I am a flower quickly fading, here today and gone

tomorrow. A wave tossed in the ocean, a vapor in the wind. Still, You hear me when I'm

calling, Lord you catch me when I'm falling and You told me who I am...I am Yours, I am Yours.

Whom shall I fear, whom shall I fear? 'Cause I am Yours, I am Yours..."

~Who Am I by: Casting Crowns~


Who are we with out Jesus Christ? We are nothing! I love this song by Casting Crowns, it is so

true and yet so beautifully put, I just love it! Without Jesus Christ, I would be totally worthless

on my own, He is the one who knows me completely and yet still loves me completely! I had a

wonderful weekend, I got to spend some quality time with my whole family, (Dad, Mom, and

sibs) something that doesn't happen very often anymore! I talked to the guy I have a crush on

last night, the steps we are taking to get to know each other better are tiny ones, but this guy is

so awesome, that if God wants us to be together, I would wait as long as I need to! And that's

something coming from the girl who HATES to wait for ANYTHING! I am a right now type of

person sometimes, something God and I are working on...LOL! Anyways, sorry to have to cut

this short, but I have college homework to attend to, so I will leave you guys with a verse and

then skip on outta here! The Bible says in Psalm 139:5- "You have beset me and shut me in-

behind and before, and You have laid Your hand upon me." If God is always with us and cares

enough about us to behind us and before us, then who shall we fear, why should we worry? If

the God of the Universe has time to care for us, then He has time to give exactly what we need!

May you all have a blessed day as we continue to draw near to the one who knows us all

completely and yet, still loves us all completely!

Living to Live for Jesus Christ,
~Chick~


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Looking For Angels... - 10/7/2008 12:09:06 PM   
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Hey, guys! Well, if you haven't noticed, I have a lot of fun finding interesting and uplifting things

on Godtube, and today wasn't an exception! I found a video about Tim Tebow, the quarterback

for the Florida Gators. Wow, if all the christian young men, especially the one's that are

popular/or in the public eye would live their lives out loud for Jesus Christ like he does, our

world would be a better place! Don't believe me? Then give the video a watch-

http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=a880b0ac05ffd02f43f6

If that is not one amazing young man, then I don't know what is! If we could all learn to live our

lives like that, to care more for others than we do ourselves, just think of how much better of a

place this world would be! Think of all the people that would come to know Jesus Christ, not

because someone pounded them over the head witnessing to them, but because they saw a

change in us, they saw that we were different and wanted to be like us! Every time I think about

this subject the song- "Looking For Angels" by: Skillet comes to my mind-

"Walk this world alone, try to stay on my feet, sometimes crawl, fall, but I stand up because I'm

afraid to sleep and open my eyes to a new day. With all new problems and all new pain, all the

faces are filled with so much anger, losing our dignity and hope from fear of danger. After all

the wars, after settling the scores, at the break of dawn will we be deaf to the answers? There's

so much bigotry, misunderstanding, and fear, with eyes squinted and fists clinched we reach out

for what is dear. We want it; we want...a reason to live. We're on a pilgrimage, a crusade for

hope, 'cause in our hearts and minds and souls we know, we need it, we need, we need more

than this! Going through this life looking for angels, people passing by looking for angels,

walking down the streets looking for angels, everyone I meet is looking for angels. So many

nations with so many hungry people, so many homeless scrounging around for dirty needles.

On the rise, teen suicide, when will we realize we've been desensitized by the lies of the world?

We're oppressed and impressed by the greedy, whose hands squeeze the life out of the needy.

When will we learn that wars, threats, and regrets are the cause and effect of living in fear?

Who can help protect the innocence of our children, stolen on the Internet with images they can't

forget? We want it; we want...a reason to live. We represent a generation who wants to take

back the nation, to let Love be our light and salvation. We need it; we need, we need more than

this! Going through this life looking for angels, people passing by looking for angels, walking

down the streets looking for angels, everyone I meet is looking for angels. I became a savior to

some kids I'll never meet, sent a check in the mail to buy them something to eat. What will you

do to make a difference, to make a change? What will you do to help someone along the way?

Just a touch, a smile as you turn the other cheek. Pray for your enemies, humble yourself, Love

is staring back at me. In the most painful of faces, angels show up in the strangest of places...

going through this life looking for angels, people passing by looking for angels, walking down the

street looking for angels, everyone I meet is looking for angels. And angels show up in the

strangest of places..."


It says in Proverbs 19:17- "He who has pity on the poor lends to the Lord, and that which he has

given He will repay him."
So, are we willing to put ourselves aside for just even a little while and become someone's angel?

Sure, it may be tough to do, but remember that you may be the only Jesus that that person may

ever see. We can choose today to make tomorrow a better place to live in, we can stand up for

what is right, we can decide to be the hands and feet of Jesus Christ to this dying world!

As one of my favorite Christian martyrs- Jim Elliot said- "He is no fool who gives what he cannot

keep, to keep what he cannot lose." I don't want to be just another body taking up space on this

earth, doing what I want to do, I want to make a difference for Jesus Christ! And it is my prayer

that we will all make that our goal, to change our world for the Glory and Honor of our Lord!

Have a blessed day and an even better week as you live to be His hands and feet to the world!

Living to Live for Jesus Christ,
~Chick~


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Post #: 15
We're in better hands now... - 10/13/2008 12:15:49 PM